Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Do you ever feel like you live your life to be pleasant, friendly and happy towards other people, to make them feel like they're special but then you hardly ever get anything back in return? Do you ever feel like you've got loads of friends, but when it comes down to anything, they're not there for you? Do you ever feel like you're just left there feeling unimportant, unprioritized, uncared about?


Jules :O(

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The Popcorn COCK


I was just eating popcorn tonight with a girlfriend...

and having a few rums...

it IS afterall, still the season to be jolly...

but does jolly mean drunk enough to do this?!?!? Ummm....

Drunk Jules :oummmm.....

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Merry Christmas!!!

Have yourself a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Jules ;Ofun!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

sudden movements

The Priory in England's Birkenhead is undoubtedly one of the single most emotional places I've ever visited. Ever since Si shared his first photographs of it with me, I've been in love with it. It moves me beyond reason. I saw a photo he took of it tonight with the age old stone walls that are covered in hues of reds, greys, charcoals, and greens all lit up with the winter's sunshine and it struck me so powerfully that I just started to unexpectedly cry! Wow... the person who coined the phrase a picture is worth a thousand words really got that right!!!

This isn't Si's photo, but one of my own that I took while I was there.

Jules :Oj

this is being blunt... winter hazards.

Does anyone else around and out there feel like you're in the FLF Zone (fat lazy fuck)? It's the holidays, I'm not eating what I should be, mostly out of convenience, too many people keep giving me treats and chocolate and my brain can't seem to say no to them, it's so cold here that my muscles and bones are frozen which makes wanting to get up and exercise a challenge. The result is that I've become a member of the FLF Zone.

Good God, do I ever hope to get back on track in the New Year. I need some more motivation... anyone help me out with motivations for getting back on track, healthy eating and exercise? Maybe if you all send me enough of them, they'll guilt me back into a proper routine. See... you're just doing your part in making me a healthier person!


Unrelated... I put vaseline on my face at bedtime last night at the advice of a girlfriend of mine who said she saw it on The Doctors on tv for a woman with chronically dry skin in the winter. I wasn't caked in the stuff, but my face was shiny and waterproof. Anyway, this morning I was far less flakey, comparitively speaking to the previous morning when I woke up and looked like half my left cheek was falling off. I was comparable to some sort of newly decaying zombie, I'd say. Absofuckinlutely gross. So I was desperate to get it under control. So if I find that it didn't cause a million zits to appear, I may well do that once or twice a week during this really dry season.

Jules :Ough!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

the dance

The balloon dances freely poking it's little round head along the ceiling.

It dips and turns and sways with the air currents that aren't felt by our bodies and didn't even know were there...

Until we see the balloon dancing freely along the ceiling.

Jules :Oj

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

it's down the toilet!

Oh Joy of Joys, Lord love life!!! Ido believe my son is FINALLY potty trained!!!!! I can't express to you the amount of joy seeing my son take a poop on the toilet has caused me!!! It's like a sudden calm has come over me and I have reconnected with my inner peace!!

The pee thing was an easy one, comparitively, but that number two business was making me CRAZEEEEEEEEEEE until today!!

Go ahead... go on... congratulate me right up the wazoo. If not for my perserverance, do it for me not killing my kid in the process! WAHOOEEEEE!!

Jules :Ofinally!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Love Is...

I wouldn't normally do this, but tonight I'm so full of love and warmth that I just have to share this. I don't know about you, but anyone who says this exact thing to you and also time and again with variation on a regular basis deserves to have your love in return!

"But then there's you!!!! Yes babe the wonderful YOU. YOU who I need and want more than I have ever needed or wanted anybody. YOU S.I.R. [[[Sexy, Intelligent, Remarkable]]] who has become MY Everything, MY reason, MY life. YOU who I can't live without and YOU who occupies all my thoughts and actions, while I try to go about my 'normal' life...."

Goodness Sakes... am I one lucky woman, or what!!!!!

Jules :Owow!!!