I feel emotional lately.
Part of it is that I'm ready to not be lonely anymore, finally. I want a companion full time again, to hold me and love me and adore and spoil me.. whom I can treat the same. Here, in my arms every night. To help parent my little bud. A complete family unit again. Although, my Chinese horoscope thing says I shouldn't accept a proposal before February.
Another thing is that there are people whom I love dearly that are seriously ill and I can't keep the negative thoughts at bay about what that entails.
Plus, it snowed and was a grey day today, thus beginning winter... and for us Albertans, it means being sentenced to 6 months of snow, ice, accidents, being cold to the bone and being stuck in the city. Might as well just squash me like a bug... the free wandering spirit that I am. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I had the object of my affections stuck here with me.
With any luck November will be a better month.....
Or maybe I just need a giant hug.